I feel sick to my stomach.
Literally sick to my stomach.
For some odd reason I've been thinking about something that happened to me
over a year ago.
It's heavy, I know it's heavy.
And I cant bring myself to talk about it to anyone. I've talked a little bit about it with my friend Kajsa, but that's it.
And for some reason it's constantly on my mind now.
I dont know why. Why now??
It has bothered me before but NEVER EVER EVER to this extent.
I am so confused.
And I cant really talk to anyone.
It's beyond myself.
Beyond my self harm.
This involves another person.
And I am just so confused.
What happened?
What did I do?
Did I even do anything?
I need to talk about this to someone.
But I cant.
