I guess I'm in a "grey area" with Bryce.
We broke up, but we're still sorta together.
I dont know why this is so hard.
I think that we should just be done.
To just call it what it is.
But there's still a small part of me that's hanging on.
All of those things set aside...
I dont know how I feel about my life right now.
I think...
I'm not happy
nor sad.
Perhaps I'm in a "grey area" in my life as well.
I want to be happy.
Someday, I want to be happy.
I'm just not too sure of what to do with my life at this point
where to go.
And I feel so so very misplaced.
Where did all my friends go?
While I have many acquaintances
many "friends"
I dont really feel close to any of them.
And that makes me very very sad.
I feel confused
and lost
but at the same time
I feel..
...nothing.
