Dark Blue

Dark blue, dark blue.  Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

This is a great song by a great man.  Andrew McMahon, of Jack's Mannequin (and Something Corporate) is a great man in my opinion! haha I love the album Everything in Transit, every song on that album is great in my personal opinion.  And he is also excellent live!  But anyways, I love this song so much mainly because of this line.  I mean think about it, have you ever been alone in a crowded room?  I'll just tell you now that this is a feeling I have felt many many times.  I have no idea who would be reading this, but if you didnt already know I am clinically depressed and also have an anxiety disorder.  And it definitely hasnt been easy.  It's hard to put the feelings I get into words sometimes, and I try my best in journalling, but sometimes all you can do is put in a cd or plug in the ipod and this song, this line, is perfect.  Or at least it was.  I think that right now the song has been overplayed.  I mean now, whenever it comes up on my ipod-- I skip it.  But even if it has been overplayed, the line always helps me when I get depressed.  It's a line a cant forget.  It helps me because I know that somewhere out there, someone feels alone like me.  That Andrew McMahon once felt like me.  Alone, even though I am constantly surrounded by people.  It gives me some hope.