help me.

I feel sick to my stomach.

Literally sick to my stomach.

For some odd reason I've been thinking about something that happened to me

over a year ago.

It's heavy, I know it's heavy.

And I cant bring myself to talk about it to anyone. I've talked a little bit about it with my friend Kajsa, but that's it.

And for some reason it's constantly on my mind now.

I dont know why. Why now??

It has bothered me before but NEVER EVER EVER to this extent.

I am so confused.

And I cant really talk to anyone.

It's beyond myself.

Beyond my self harm.

This involves another person.

And I am just so confused.

What happened?

What did I do?

Did I even do anything?

I need to talk about this to someone.

But I cant.